My Brain Is Bruised But Not Broken

Update on my status: 
I have been off my meds. for over a year or so now. Things are not going well for me mentally. I am now in the process of seeking out a new doctor who will be able to start fresh and with a new perspective on my case. I have lost all of my ability to create and enjoy the things that I am passionate about such as my knitting and crafting. I will try and post as much as possible. Hugs