Sunday, March 23, 2008

electronic disfuntion

well it happened again. another tv. took a dump. that is now 1,2,3,4, yeah 4 tv's. brand new tv's. everything electrical in my house is dropping dead. my dishwasher (new), my lights (new bulbs) my vacuum cleaner (still have the box) my pond(old, but just had repairs done) broke again. hmmmmm i think i need to go SOLAR! I'd most likely break the SUN!
Well I haven't slept in along long time. When I finally do get that much needed REM sleep the dreams (well nightmares) are so vivid, so real, so frighting. Am I avoiding something that needs to be looked into, addressed, dealt with. How will I know what's real and what's not? Maybe it's Menopause, or maybe just the Meds. but whatever it is ,it seems so real. Maybe it's just REALITY.

"baby Olivia digs"

Saturday, March 22, 2008


ocd, Tourettes,Adhd oh my!